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Owen with his siblings. Courtesy: April McCabe

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Autism Through a Mom’s Eyes

On World Autism Awareness Day, a mom gets real about public reactions to her son who is on the spectrum.

I know you’re staring at us because you’re curious about why my son is squealing and flapping his hands. I hear you whispering to your friend asking, “What is wrong with him?”

I do my best to ignore your stares and comments, but the look of disgust and disapproval tightens my gut and breaks my heart because all I want is for my son is to be accepted by this world.

I’m the mom of a 15-year-old boy who has autism. My son, Owen, looks like most boys his age — tall and handsome. He doesn’t speak yet and he uses an iPad to communicate his basic needs. However, when Owen gets excited or upset, he forgets about his iPad and gets your attention by squealing, stomping and flapping his hands. When we are out in public, his siblings are constantly reminding him about where he is and how he should act so he doesn’t attract unwanted attention from others.

If everyone knew the boy that I know, they would fall in love with him.

It’s really a bit sad that he can’t just be himself. Sometimes, after a night out I just come home and cry, not for myself but for Owen. If everyone knew the boy that I know, they would fall in love with him! He’s amazing — I’m not just saying this because he’s my son. He’s smart with an amazing sense of humour. Owen loves being around family, and loves to be hugged and squeezed. He’s fond of swimming, basketball, and playing on his iPad. He’s a typical teenager when it comes to these activities that his neurotypical peers also enjoy. Unfortunately, there’s more to his story. Owen’s autism journey began in 2005, when we noticed that his language was regressing and he wasn’t putting words together. He was diagnosed with autism spectrum disorder about two months later.

autism through a mom's eyes

Owen. Courtesy: April McCabe

Many children who have autism may behave in ways we don’t understand when they’re out in public with their family. Their behaviour can cause other people to stare and make rude comments. Sometimes the comments are so hateful that the mom breaks down and cries. However, many people are understanding when we take the time to explain that our child has autism. Their stares change from judgemental to empathetic. Unfortunately, the majority of the time we are too busy tending to our child’s needs to explain the behaviour, so we’ve learned to ignore the hurtful stares and carry on with our day.

Some people have said they feel children who behave this way shouldn’t be allowed to be in public places or place the blame on the parents for the child’s behaviour. Should these families be confined to their homes and not allowed the basic privileges everyone deserves? Every person — neurotypical or with special needs — deserves to be a part of society, and each one of them can contribute something valuable to the world if we give them the support and opportunity they need.

autism through a mom's eyes

April and Owen. Courtesy: April McCabe

Taking a child to the mall is something most parents take for granted. For a parent of a child with autism, the process is a lot more complex. We have to spend hours or even days preparing our child so they know what to expect, explaining what they’ll do step-by-step. We plan meticulously, evaluate all possible risks and are mentally prepared for the stares from strangers if our child does something that causes people to notice us. Our daily errands are not easy when our child is with us, but we must expose them to everyday life if we want them to learn how to care for themselves one day.

Taking a child to the mall is something most parents take for granted.

A parent of a child with autism wants the same things any parent wants for their child: to be happy, loved and accepted. So please, here’s my earnest request: next time, when you see a parent struggling to help their child with autism calm down, don’t judge them harshly. Just give us a reassuring smile, a thumbs-up or just say, “hey, you’re doing a great job!”

The writer is the mom of  three kids. April’s son, Owen has autism and has inspired her to become an advocate, blogger and author to spread awareness and acceptance for autism throughout the world so that no one feels alone.

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4 Comments

  1. Arwa

    April 4, 2019 at 10:36 am

    That’s a great insight and just so true …unfortunately it is heart breaking and not many parents can handle those ugly stares

  2. Bouchra

    April 4, 2019 at 11:00 am

    You are Amazing mother❤️
    My self I’m Mother of Down syndrome young man very proud of him🙏
    My husband & I have stables equine therapy, would love if u can take him there, it’s very good for those kids🙏
    If ur are interested send me email.

  3. Sudha

    April 4, 2019 at 1:31 pm

    Quite true Dear. I am a mom of 8 years old son with autism

  4. Sandra

    April 7, 2019 at 9:21 am

    The challenges are acute and your love and devotion to your child immense April! I also admire the sibling relationships that ensure everyone in the family. I admire you to no end, for your strength and devotion, as a mother and as a disability rights advocate. Owen has the right to enjoy the community spaces and places, services and opportunities, ON EQUAL BASIS with others. It is TIME that our social barriers be demolished. Your voice and continuous advocacy chips away at the barriers say by day. You are not alone dear friend.

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